i certainly cannot write all that is on my heart tonight. it is late. and finally, after a long day, perhaps partly because i'm so tired, the tears have come. i knew they would. i knew it was only a matter of time. they almost spilt over today walking to work knowing what would face me.

no, no one died. so perhaps these tears are just me being a girl. but today was my last day of work. and now that i'm home, after a jog that i thought would help, i sit here at home crying. thanking Him for His favor this past year. Thanking Him for all that He's done and for my sweet athletes that I will miss so much.

Will I see them again? I don't know. I have no idea what the future holds for them or for me. I do know where I'll be when it's all said and done. And tonight I'm begging Him to let them be there too. I love those girls. So very very much.